My Wonderland.

Lexi. Lesbian.Taken. 19. Oregon.

FML

Well after only nine days my girlfriend set off on another plane to North Carolina to continue her training for the Marine Corps. I just can’t wait until all the training is over and she and I can finally settle down somewhere together. I love her so much and am so proud of her but this coming and going and never staying for too long is gonna get real old real fast. She’s my person though so I’m gonna endure this BS until I can be happily married with my adoptive children on some Marine Base. 

On another note, I hope my girlfriend proposes…

WOW

So after three months my Marine girlfriend is finally home! yay! I’m so happy, I just wish that her family (mother) was more welcoming to me because she’s ruining the only time I have to spend with my girlfriend this next 10 days before she has to leave for the next stage of training ): I don’t understand how someone could hate their children’s significant other. Especially when said significant other has been nothing but caring, kind, and respectful to them. At least now I know i’ll never NEVER be good enough. I’m trying not to let it effect me but it is, and i’m trying not to show it but its hard when someone you actually thought was like family actually can’t stand you and deeply hates you. I hope I can make it these next 10 days without caring too much about it. 

Things To Do before Dalton Comes Home From Bootcamp

  1. Shave
  2. Clip my nails, all my nails.
  3. Make our bed for the first time in three months
  4. Clean our cat. (He’s to fat to get everywhere)
  5. Clean our entire room, A DEEP CLEAN
  6. Clean the entire house (again)
  7. Do a load of laundry
  8. Pack my bag to South Carolina, must do that MONDAY.
  9. Charge her laptop (for the first time in three months)
  10. Mentally and emotionally prepare myself to see my girlfriend for the first time in three months and as a US Marine, 

I am always my worst at 3:27 am.

I miss you so much Dalton. I can’t wait for the next 23 days to pass by so I can finally be with you, in your arms again. The thing I miss the most is just having someone by my side every night. Someone to cuddle with, to steal blankets from, to shove off the edge of the bed. I miss having you right there whenever I get scared, paranoid, or have a bad dream. I miss waking up next to you and seeing your beautiful face and kissing you as soon as I woke up. I miss you so much beeb. But I know it’ll be amazing once you’re finally a Marine and we get to really start our life together. You know I’ll follow you to the ends of the Earth. You are all that I want and all that I need. I am so madly in love with you. I’ll see you soon baby <3

Getting Reaaaaalll…

sexually frustrated! Today has been the worst! Uhg! I just miss my fucking girlfriend. Only 24 more days until I leave to go to South Carolina, and then I’ll see her in 25 days!!! AHHH ONLY 25 DAYS. IT BETTER GO BY SO FAST!!!!!!!!!

too drunk to function

I am staying the weekend in Vancouver with my besties Mikaela and Vance and I got shit faced last night and somehow ended up sleeping in their bathtub and waking up at 6:30am when their other homie came in to pee and scared me to death. But the good news is I still have never been hungover OR so drunk I puked :) I know how to handle my liquor well.

Uhg

I hate staying up until 3am stressing and worrying about money and finical aid and wanting to kill myself :)

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